The Unofficial Truth
Unofficial boo
A dream too sweet to be awaken from
You see me so silent to the eye
But beyond the silence my mind is working overtime
Trying to download the graphics, phrases, tunes and colors of my imagination
I see you as my man
A snapshot of your success
A portrait of our wedding day
Memories of a honeymoon that has yet to happen
And an album of our family
Across the skies are written every moment of love and each struggle
Dates and times of our special days
Pounds and ounces of our children
1st time, 1st mine, I am yours
The only one to wear the title of Mrs…first and last
Snapping backing to reality you haven’t even asked me to be your woman…
Unofficial boo
Unofficial you
You had me feeling things that others that had the title of being my man hadn’t even made me feel
Beautiful…excited…safe…
Wrapping my arms around me pretending they are yours so that I can sleep better at night And your kisses…so good I was sucking my lips until they hurt just so the taste of yours would last a little longer
A muse and source of positivity
All of my poetry is now about you
Your patience, support, times that we prayed together and the occasional sparkle in your eye when you see me never go unnoticed
Impregnated by your spirit, passion, kindness and the essence of you
I carry you within m
Every part of me wants to succumb to your love, your smile, your thoughts and protection
Erotic fantasies at night
We create a passion sandwich
My thighs are the rye
You bring the meat and whatever condiments you like
And I’ll supply whatever juice you desire on the side
Unofficial boo
Unofficial you
Unofficial me
Intimacy….
Into-me-you- see
Brown Suga like
When did you fall in love with hip-hop
I feel in love with soul…Neo-soul
Written not to sell records but to tell a story
Never caring if their definition/declaration of love hits the airways
Just happy to have the thoughts translated to feelings, feeling to words scribed on paper with pen then laced with instrumental sounds and harmonies
No mainstream R&B love here
Filled with its ghostwriters, no references to God or His Word and no passion behind the words because you are only imagining the feelings you are singing about…
I’ve felt the Usher “You Make Me Wanna”, Ginuwine “Stingy” and 112 “Cupid” love
But was always jealous because when I heard Musiq’s “Someone”, John Legend’s “So High” and India’s “He Heals Me”
I wanted to relate because they were all that love was to me
Although for now only parts of the song fit
And even if we never get through the entire track…thank you for the experience
Because now I can nod to India as she says
“I have no idea how long he will be here, a season or a lifetime, forever or a year
But for the first time in my life I’m not worried about the future
Because we have such a wonderful time when we’re together
However things turn out it’s alright because he’s already changed my life
He heals me, he knows the real me
And he respects me, he never hurts me
He heals me”…you heal me
Unofficial boo
Unofficial you
Unofficial me
Unofficial us
Never quite sure which direction we are heading
Because at times when I want you to say the most you grow silent
And although the excitement is always there for me
I only hear it sometimes in your voice
But I still cherish every moment
Just happy to have moments with you
Ready for us to love
A love so great that the stars can’t even tell the story
Webster has no definition for
Nor could any palm’s line make sense of
That’s the type of love I am willing to give and am ready to receive
Unofficial boo
Unofficial you
Unofficial me
Unofficial us
I am unofficially falling…
Which makes me scared
Because although the nicknames and titles are unofficial
The feelings are real
The hopes consume my thoughts
The ideas of you and I feel so true and right in my heart
As the words escaped my mouth in ecstasy that I wanted you
It wasn’t just for that moment
Or because of how my body was reacting to yours
You responded will you wait for me
And instead of simply saying yes…I promised
Because you never even had to ask
Since our first date I knew with you was where I wanted to be
Unofficial boo
Unofficial you
Unofficial me
Unofficial us
I am unofficially falling in unofficial love
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