Taylor Swift - Today Was A Fairytale + Lyrics

My Fairytale Is My Own

So it’s been a while since I have written. My life had been consumed with celebrating my 1^st Deltaversary (OOO-OOP), grinding out this school work, fashion show and oh did I mention becoming the very first person in my family to graduate from college! (smile) Everyone who knows me (the real me) knows I am a sucker for love, so of course my phone was blowing up about the Royal Wedding lol. Then I watched Khole Kardashin’s weeding before I went to bed so of course I had weddings and love on the brain. But I realized as much as I want love from a relationship, I’m not exactly ready for love at this moment. The past few months have introduced so many great men to my life and whereas before I would have automatically started to plan our wedding and pick out our children’s names, I’ve just been chill. And with that I’ve finally learned my lesson through my heartbreak. …lesson learned: I’m just not ready. I know how to love and how to make and keep a man happy. I can cook, keep it clean, lady in the streets….but I’m still not in a committed relationship. Some people tell me I have a fairytale view on what love is but I believe that when it’s right and it’s real it’s meant to be a fairytale. Loving someone even more when they are getting on your nerves, allowing them to see you at your worst and being made to feel confident enough that you are the only one for them..not just through words but actions as well. That’s what I’m looking for and I believe it’s what God wants for me as his daughter. So I had to have a broken heart because I was getting in too deep with the wrong the person and I’m single even though all my close friends are moving forward because God is still working on me. They are in the season to take steps with someone while I am in my season to make my own footprints. So that if I divert it’s ok because I am going on my own journey and I won’t have to worry about taking someone else off of their path. Patience is a virtue I have not yet found but am working on lol. And when the time is right I will have that perfect love from the perfect man in the perfect way…my very own fairytale. But now I will just wait and enjoy the love around me.